Even though the crumbling of Khloe Kardashian and Lamar Odom's marriage was a long time coming - and resulted in a Friday the 13th divorce filing by the reality star - there are still dozens of questions.
It's been hard to guess what exactly has been going through the mind of the 29-year-old who has stayed mum on the situation.
All those queries will be answered in just weeks as she's set to spill the beans during next season's Keeping Up With The Kardashians,
'At first she was adamant about not letting E! address the situation,' a source told the magazine.
'Then she realized it would ruin the series' integrity not to show what she was going through.'
Season nine of the hit reality series is set to debut on E! in January and promises to be drama filled, according to early promotional teasers.
Khloe - who has not worn her wedding rings since November 22 - doesn't plan on using the show for revenge, though.
'She won't let them air anything that will hurt Lamar too much,' the source added.
In a teaser clip of the new season that aired in early December Khloe cried to sister Kourtney, 'I've been in hiding because I'm afraid of people.'
The star - who married Lamar in September 2009 after knowing him for only a month - even hinted at plans to file for divorce.
'I have major anxiety. I have to move on with my life, and that means changing a lot,' she added.
The doll, seen on Wednesday looking white hot in a dress at the Hollywood Reporter Women In Entertainment breakfast and then again on Friday morning appearing skinnier than ever at an LA gym - has been shooting the series all fall in various fetching outfits.
Scenes have taken place at West Hollywood's DASH store, at mom Kris Jenner's house, at a yard sale, and at several restaurants in Southern California.
Often the beauty has looked downcast as she's been seen shooting scenes that have often included her mother Kris Jenner.
The ninth - and last - season of the Kardashian show will also feature the unraveling of Kris and Bruce's marriage.
On December 1 Khloe looked pretty as she appeared on an E! holiday special about the family that covered the shooting of their annual Christmas card which did not include the NBA star (though his image could be seen on the cover of a magazine that was on the floor).
The estranged couple appeared on their own spinoff Khloe & Lamar in 2011.
If Khloe's Instagram messages are any indication of her mood, expect to see a lot of tears on the show.
On Saturday she posted a note that was addressed 'Dear Human' and insisted people are here to 'learn personal love' and no one is supposed 'to be perfect.'
The entire post read: 'Dear Human: You've got it all wrong. You didn't come here to master unconditional love. That is where you came from and where you'll return.
'You came here to learn personal love. Universal love. Messy love. Sweaty love. Crazy love. Broken love. Whole love. Infused with divinity. Lived through the grace of stumbling. Demonstrated through the beauty of... messing up. Often.
You didn't come here to be perfect. You already are. You came here to be gorgeously human. Flawed and fabulous. And then to rise again into remembering.'
Then on Thursday she posted this message: 'I am strong because I've been weak. I am fearless because I've been afraid. I am wise because I've been foolish.'
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